December 2010
Dec 30th
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Sleeping pills
Apparently i really do need them. Normally by now i am starting to feel a little drowsy. It’s NYE, so obviously i haven’t taken them yet, refuse to until about 11;50pm so i can watch the midnight fireworks from my bedroom window. I didn’t write in my diary at all today, pretty fucking lazy really. It’s the last day of 2010…in fact, it’s the last 1 hour and 10...
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: I was the anon who asked you what treatment center you were at... I only asked because I am interested in seeking treatment as well and would like a starting place to start looking at. Sorry if it offended you.
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: I was the anon who asked you what treatment center you were at... I only asked because I am interested in seeking treatment as well and would like a starting place to start looking at. Sorry if it offended you.
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ravingrachel asked: that definitly is a great and liberating highlight :-)
porn on full volume :-)

xx
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: The tiger sounds really cute.
Like, I sat here and went "awwww!' xD

I'm gonna go to bed now. (:
I'm sorry. D':

But I really loved talking with you, Sarah. I really really did. <3
Thank you for not bailing like I am now. xD

Thanks, again. <3
Goodnight. <3
Dec 30th
ravingrachel asked: that definitly is a great and liberating highlight :-)
porn on full volume :-)

xx
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: The tiger sounds really cute.
Like, I sat here and went "awwww!' xD

I'm gonna go to bed now. (:
I'm sorry. D':

But I really loved talking with you, Sarah. I really really did. <3
Thank you for not bailing like I am now. xD

Thanks, again. <3
Goodnight. <3
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: Oh that sounds so cool! I wanted to string those mesh canopies from the ceilings, like in a girl's room in the magainzes. (:

A bedroom and a lounge? That's really cool. :D
Do you sleep with any stuffed animals, or a blanket or something?
I do.
It's this velet bear I've had since I was really little. Her name's Sophia. She's for...
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: Oh that sounds so cool! I wanted to string those mesh canopies from the ceilings, like in a girl's room in the magainzes. (:

A bedroom and a lounge? That's really cool. :D
Do you sleep with any stuffed animals, or a blanket or something?
I do.
It's this velet bear I've had since I was really little. Her name's Sophia. She's for...
Dec 30th
 journeytorecovery said: Sure am staying up till midnight :) I do yoga and a lot of the balance ones. There are some really good ones - unfortunately I suck at the tight rope ahah. I will try not too :) ps. got your message and i have done it. x Yay! I don’t know how many people are staying up here…if not many, might do a movie marathon until midnight :) Really?! I enjoy jumping on...
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: I should exchange a leaf with someone. That sounds like a really good idea.
I'd love to put a leaf in my lunchbox of memories. xD

My room isn't all that special.
Pink walls, music posters, toys everywhere (I share a room with my little sister), my bed, my radio.
The normal stuff. (:
Dec 30th
anotherbeautifuldreamer-deactiv asked: Oh yeah it makes me sleepy. Just guess your special :)
That should be nice - I think I will probably watch the fireworks on tv.
Well since I am home along until tomorrow I plan to play the wii and do wii fit and just chill out. Listen to music, watch tv, just have me time - which is good and bad.
xxx
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: I should exchange a leaf with someone. That sounds like a really good idea.
I'd love to put a leaf in my lunchbox of memories. xD

My room isn't all that special.
Pink walls, music posters, toys everywhere (I share a room with my little sister), my bed, my radio.
The normal stuff. (:
Dec 30th
anotherbeautifuldreamer-deactiv asked: Oh yeah it makes me sleepy. Just guess your special :)
That should be nice - I think I will probably watch the fireworks on tv.
Well since I am home along until tomorrow I plan to play the wii and do wii fit and just chill out. Listen to music, watch tv, just have me time - which is good and bad.
xxx
Dec 30th
“I think there is beauty in everything. What ‘normal’ people would perceive as...”
– Alexander McQueen (via distorted-iridescence)
Dec 30th
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anotherbeautifuldreamer-deactiv asked: hey beautiful!
hows your day been so far?
are you doing anything fun at the clinic tonight for nye?
xxx
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: XD Oh my God, I didn't notice that.
I type really really fast (from the last time I was tested, 60 words a minute), so I make really simple goof-ups.

Yeah, that's what I hear.
You gotta watch people come in with all the bruises and the scars and stuff.
Emotional.

So you put a leaf on your wall today, huh? xP
Dec 30th
anotherbeautifuldreamer-deactiv asked: hey beautiful!
hows your day been so far?
are you doing anything fun at the clinic tonight for nye?
xxx
Dec 30th
I would like 2011 to be the year Australia...
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: XD Oh my God, I didn't notice that.
I type really really fast (from the last time I was tested, 60 words a minute), so I make really simple goof-ups.

Yeah, that's what I hear.
You gotta watch people come in with all the bruises and the scars and stuff.
Emotional.

So you put a leaf on your wall today, huh? xP
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coulsonismyhomeboy asked: There is a pretty big age difference, actually. xD
My parents are ten years apart. Mom is 442 and my Dad is 52.
Sno and Jay. (:

One of the girls I hang out with wants to be a domestic violence physcologist. Her name's Marlena.

I know novels, for sure. I want to do novels on my life, kinda like autobiogrophies.
Or I want to go work for Pixar...
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coulsonismyhomeboy asked: There is a pretty big age difference, actually. xD
My parents are ten years apart. Mom is 442 and my Dad is 52.
Sno and Jay. (:

One of the girls I hang out with wants to be a domestic violence physcologist. Her name's Marlena.

I know novels, for sure. I want to do novels on my life, kinda like autobiogrophies.
Or I want to go work for Pixar...
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: TRANS. FORMERS.
YES.
Me and my best friend have matching Transformers backpacks. :D
I have a little sister and an older brother.
Paige and Travis.
He's 22 and she's 10.
I'm 15.
I think I said that all ready. xD
I wanna be a writer when I grow up.
Since you're only 18, have you ever put thought into what you wanna be...
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: what do you talk about in your therapy sessions? If this is too personal you don't have to answer. I just want to understand more how they cure your eating disorder
phycologically.
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: describe your ward, the people in it, your room?
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: TRANS. FORMERS.
YES.
Me and my best friend have matching Transformers backpacks. :D
I have a little sister and an older brother.
Paige and Travis.
He's 22 and she's 10.
I'm 15.
I think I said that all ready. xD
I wanna be a writer when I grow up.
Since you're only 18, have you ever put thought into what you wanna be...
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: http://www.realbollywood.com/news/2010/11/harry-potter-author-saved-evanna-lynch-anorexia.html :3
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: Hi?
Hi. (:
You're pretty.
And you're a very very nice person.
I'm diagnosed with insomnia too.
And bi-polar disorder.
My lips are chapped and I'm using my Star Wars chapstick. xD
I love Star Wars. <3
What kinda movies do you like?
What's your favorite color?
Do you have any brothers or sisters? If you...
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: what do you talk about in your therapy sessions? If this is too personal you don't have to answer. I just want to understand more how they cure your eating disorder
phycologically.
Dec 30th
holdme-closer-tiny-dancer asked: I hope you have a wonderful new years eve, and that 2011 is a positive year for you. filled with health and happiness <3
Dec 30th
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Anonymous asked: describe your ward, the people in it, your room?
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Anonymous asked: http://www.realbollywood.com/news/2010/11/harry-potter-author-saved-evanna-lynch-anorexia.html :3
Dec 30th
coulsonismyhomeboy asked: Hi?
Hi. (:
You're pretty.
And you're a very very nice person.
I'm diagnosed with insomnia too.
And bi-polar disorder.
My lips are chapped and I'm using my Star Wars chapstick. xD
I love Star Wars. <3
What kinda movies do you like?
What's your favorite color?
Do you have any brothers or sisters? If you...
Dec 30th
holdme-closer-tiny-dancer asked: I hope you have a wonderful new years eve, and that 2011 is a positive year for you. filled with health and happiness <3
Dec 30th
Yeah? Yeah.
I’m bored. Send me shit? http://anonymous-recovery.tumblr.com/ask
Dec 30th
 control-breathe-wish said: I am really sorry that you have to deal with that. It doesn’t sound like she fosters a good environment for recovery. Do you have to deal with her often? Nah not often. But at the moment because it’s Christmas, we do have her more often…she’ll be here again on Sunday -_-
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Intelligence.
I’ve been here for 25 days now, and i’m just starting to realise how intelligent everyone in here is. We are all rather well spoken, and those who just did their HSC (higher school certificate) all got amazing marks.
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hufflepuff-puff-puff said: I am in love with your eyebrows holy SHIT I wish I could pull them off. You are beautiful love :3 Oh thankyou :) I hate my real eyebrows.
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: from where are people seeing pictures of you? i wanna seeeeeee =)
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: from where are people seeing pictures of you? i wanna seeeeeee =)
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